I am a Shenton Way executive nearing 30 this year. Happily married for 2 years, we just booked an executive condo and I will be expecting my first child this December. I have never been unfaithful to my wife but I also have this deep dark secret that I've been keeping for almost ten years - I can't forget a fling I had in China.
About a decade ago, when I was a university student, my current wife was then my girlfriend, and like many young couples, we explored with sex but it usually wasn't very adventurous. In fact, it seemed as if we were ready to make children because the process was kinda predictable. Sex was just an enjoyable act in the bedroom but it wasn't very wild.
But that changed when I went for student exchange in China. I met this Chinese classmate, Xiao Tong, when I was there and even though she knew I was attached, she said it didn't matter her. We felt such a strong attraction for each other, like an uncontrollable desire.
What I didn't expect was that sex with her would be so wild and divine. Petting in school, making out in places like quiet sections of the library, or having sex in public areas, like parks, toilet of shopping mall etc. We would take short trips out to the countryside on a tour bus and sitting at the back of the bus, she would beg me to finger fuck her while she moaned into my shirt. A blowjob from her was the most mind-blowing experience especially when someone could easily catch us.
When it was time for me to go back to Singapore, I told Xiao Tong honestly that we have to end the relationship because I still loved my then-gf very much. She was cool about it, and she actually told me lust and sex was the main thing that kept us together. Our characters were quite different, our interests were hardly similar and she was not ready to leave her parents behind in China as she was the only child.
I felt very guilty at first, especially when I came home to my gf. I lost interest in sex with my gf because sex with Xiao Tong was so good, teasing, foreplay, oil massage, oral, ass rimming etc. She really knows how to pamper her man. But over time, I have learned how to reconcile and control my desires and emotions. Although sometimes I can't help but to reminisce about Xiao Tong's lustful look, her gentle touch and wild gyrations, and her big beautiful boobs, perfectly round with perky nipples.
Trying to be a good husband